I was convinced I would NOT have another pet again. After having my new custom sofa chewed to pieces and a hole torn in the middle of my handmade quilt from two half crazed dogs, I was once and for all ready to give up the title of ‘pet owner.’ And I did, for awhile. But a year or two later standing at a local shelter a little fuzz face melted my heart. Who could resist the little tufts of fur atop of his fluffy head, and those eyes like little moons of emotion? This mama’s hard exterior was soon made soft and before I knew it, I was once again headed for the title.
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I had just gone to “look.” “Just looking” is always a dangerous thing for our family. If I remember correctly that is how we attained the two crazy mutts that tore through our home like a hurricane. We love animals and my middle son had been begging me for a new puppy for quite some time. I had a moment of insanity as I found myself driving to the local no kill facility. I’m not sure what possessed me to give into the temptation to go look at dogs. It wasn’t as if I needed the added responsibility, and pets can be messy. Yet I found myself behind the wheel.
I was certain that I wouldn’t find a dog or at least deep down inside that’s what I hoped. I told myself that if I did, I would go back home and speak with my husband. Together, we would decide if a new edition was a wise choice for our family. But insanity doesn’t usually yield to wisdom, does it?
I saw the litter from a far, “We just got them in this week,” the owner said as he pulled out a little golden pup and placed her in my hand. She was a plump little ball of fur, and absolutely precious. As I held out my hand to receive her, the warmth of her fur called for a hug. I felt her shaking, so timid. I held her for a while watching her, talking to her, but she kept looking away. I felt a disconnect as I wondered if she could tolerate my boys’ rowdy playfulness. As sweet as she was and though she was part golden, which was a requirement, I knew she wasn’t the one for our family.
That’s when I saw him. He couldn’t have been cuter! “He’s a Border Collie / Golden Retriever mix,” the owner said handing him to me. I was in love! I scooped him up and was immediately given the biggest puppy kiss. Can dogs smile? Absolutely! His ears perked up and his eyes begged. My hand fit perfectly around his little body and though his legs were dangling, they never stopping running. He was a feisty little one, full of energy; a contrast from his sister, and not just in temperament but also in coloring. His fur was like tufts of duck down. A white patch covered his chest while black dominated his back; along with brindle legs and white paws. His markings were absolutely beautiful, a treat to the eyes.
When I placed him on the floor his miniature legs took off before his feet hit the ground and his round belly plopped onto the concrete; his paws spread eagle. I smiled at the sight. Soon the tiny pup had an audience as he scurried back and forth between prospective owners. His tail swung to and fro in such a way that I was sure he was going to spin full circle. As others took an interest in him, I decided that it was time to claim him as my own and called him to me! Without hesitation he came running. It wasn’t long and we were headed toward home.
On the drive home, I rehearsed what I would say to my husband. Though it took some convincing, his tender heart won out, and we celebrated our newest member of the family. It was evident that he was grateful to have a new home by the amount of kisses he gave. We were all taken in by his charm one at a time. While a couple of the children resisted his puppy breath and needle sharp teeth, I was totally smitten and couldn’t help but let love into my stubborn heart.
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Over the last thirteen years he has been by my side nearly every moment that I am home. I have learned much from that little fuzz face. Though we both are starting to show gray, he’ll always be my sweet little “baby puppy dog.” I don’t know how much time we will have left together but he will always have a special place in my heart. Though I brought him home with my son in mind, he is and will always be MINE.
It warms my heart to think that the Lord loves us far more than I could ever love that little fuzz face. He not only loves us but he calls us to him. The Bible tells us that He has claimed us as his own before the very foundation of the earth. It tells of His unconditional love for us; that while we reeked with the stench of sin, he sent his son to give his life for us, to rescue us, that we might be reconciled to Him, his chosen ones.
We too have ‘adoption papers.’ When we accept the love of Christ and turn to him with grateful hearts, tails wagging wildly, He writes our names in the Lamb’s book of Life ready and willing to provide for our every need.
While I could never claim to love as the Father loves, my love runs deep for the pup that has taught me much about myself and the love of God.
These are the lessons I have learned over the years about the Father's love and my devotion to him…
Unconditional Love .... you know not only how to put stories onto paper but you find stories within our daily lives that most overlook or take for granted. Please don't ever give this up. It's a true gift from God. I love you and so very proud of you!
ReplyDeleteLori, I loved that story. It made me think of my baby Tara who is still in Naperville in my old house. Even though I don't have her, she will always be my baby. I miss her so much. I remember the day my children kept asking for a dog and the ex-husband kept saying there would be no way that he would let a dog in our house, and now ironically he has her.Me, Michael and Ana are in Florida and he is left with the house and the dog.
ReplyDeleteBack then, my children were at Ellsworth school in Naperville, a grade school. They wanted a puppy so badly, but the ex said no no no.
I would drive my children to school in the morning before I would go on to work and in the car I told Ana and Michael that we would pray every day for a puppy. So, everyday in the car in the morning on the way to school, we prayed to God for the "perfect" dog for our family. We never missed one day of praying. This went on for one year. Then Christmas came and went without the puppy. But, the day after Christmas, the ex said, "lets drop the children off at your mom's house and go and buy them a puppy". At first I was shocked, but only for a minimal amount of time, because I knew it was only because God heard our prayers for a puppy.
We went out and got our beautiful, shy little baby yellow lab. I named her Tara. The children were ecstatic and Tara made us so happy.
About 4 years later, Tara was in heat and her boyfriend Riley, a golden retriever had come into our yard. You can guess what happened.
I helped birth her babies. She started at 7 pm and we were finally through at 12:30 a.m. She was exhausted, I was exhausted. There were 7 beautiful retriever labs. I named each one and then went to sleep. The next morning, I found one more, under Tara, and sadly the eighth didn't make it.
So, Tara and I raised the puppies together and then one day we began giving them away to our neighbors. Our neighborhood was blessed with Tara and Riley's puppies. We got to see her babies practically every time we walked her. It was such a blessing.
I miss Tara more than you'll ever know, but I pray that someday I can get another lab as wonderful as she. I even pray I can get Tara back someday. I know Ana and Michael would be as ecstatic as me if we did.